Tonite

Twisting, turning, restless

I have been wrestling with these thoughts and feelings

I have been longing for comfort and peace

I have been haunted n taunted 

But still it evades me.

Love has been MIA for quite sometime now.

closeness and companionship has been something to dream of

"Ice box" for a heart has been comforting

yet not complete.

I have heard talks of butterflies

Yet, I Yearn for such ecstatic emotions.

Heart fluttering, OBE (out of body experience)

Tingles and gitters

Will I ever have another shot at the ever elusive 

Ever evasive, yet predominantly spoken of

Love!?

Well if i do or if i don't 

1 thing i know, 

Is, as i lay here Tonite

As i stay awake trying to ponder 

As i wonder

Trying to feel like i am some wiz

I am sure of 1 thing.

i know nothing!!!