Wow

I have been in this dark place b4.

I have seen it all play out b4.

every time, i get close it slips me again.

I am not the bad guy, though i might do bad things

I am not a monster, though i may be seen as one by some.

U gave me so much in such a short period of time that

I am so greatful.

I was happy even if it was a short lived one.

i will treasure that.

i was at peace, i will remember that.

But, most importantly i cared again,

I will forever be greatful for that.

You need not be afraid any more,

i have seen ur good side and

i suspect the bad side.

And they are both sides that can be accommodated

embraced and treasured with love.

Thanks